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>ok, last quickie update, i swear…

>i just got a phone call from the people at Big Brother.

they wanted me to come in for a secret audition for the show to go on this summer. the guy on the phone really seemed adamant that i audition. but i’ll be filming this other show when the audition was scheduled for. so i can’t.

now i’m wondering….and second guessing….which show would i prefer to be on?

the one i’m one = progressive social experiment.
big brother = massive fame.
the one i’m one = being able to maintain my sense of self
big brother= ridiculous media attention, speculation, audience-approval, invasion of privacy, constantly in front of cameras 24/7 for 3 months, not being able to take a dump without it going out on the AP wire
the one i’m on= adhering to my feminist and social-revolutionary ideas
big brother=money money money money

fuck.

i know i made the right choice.

but still.

oh well, big brother will be on for years to come. i’ll do it another time. NEXT!

oh i forgot to mention: yesterday was the one year anniversary since i moved to london. all the canadian girls who came to london with me on this programme have since thrown in the towel and gone back home. i’ve fucking survived it, and am still ready for more.

yay me.

okay, for reals ya’ll.
i’m out of here, i swear.

love youuuuuuuuuuu

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